You know what, I get questioned quite often as to why I am still single. I mean, should I be flattered? That people think I am awesome enough (assuming these are their thoughts) to deserve someone equally as awesome… as myself? 

(I am KIDDING. Seriously..)

Honestly, it just hit me now that Valentine’s Day is coming up and I feel like we’re all still in January. My calendar and dates are all mixed up. Anyway, all this buzz with V-Day swirling around and I keep getting asked the same wonderful question. 

“So.. do you have a Valentine this year?” (In a not-so-quick response, I say ‘no..’ and then I’m thrown with the next Q: “Really? Why not?” Or.. “Still no boyfriend? Too good or what?” I mean.. come on. Psh. As if I need one… wait, do I? 

Well it basically got me thinking. I hopped in the shower and began to drown in my thoughts. (Bad joke) I really wondered what the cause of me still being single was. The real reason. I mean, I feel like I’m a fairly decent catch… So, this is when I began to feel insecure. Thoughts like, “Damn, what is wrong with me?” And, “Shit maybe they’re right. It is time for a boyfriend.” 

Moments later I dismiss all these insecurities and reassure myself that the sole reason I have no man in my life is because every time there is a guy, I’ll ask myself if I’d marry him. Sounds heavy, I know. But I know for damn sure I do not want to get married anytime soon and so I don’t want to be in a serious relationship. Simple. As. That. 

Dating is another story. I love to date. It’s fun, and through those dates I can pretty much figure out what I’d eventually want in my future guy. And the things I wouldn’t want. Yeah, well I’m still pretty much a go-with-the-flow type of girl so I have no idea what the Universe has in store for me.. Whatever happens, happens. And I am definitely not going to settle for less than what I deserve. Shooot..

On a very real note, I can’t wait ‘til the day I meet the guy that makes me feel like Valentine’s Day is just an everyday thing.

(Lol)

(..?) 

But until then.. who wants to be my Valentine? (: I’ll make you toffee cookies and an awesome cut-out card if you buy me some See’s Truffles. <3 

Kels.